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Thinking too much

1:07am. Should be asleep right now since I want to wake up at a decent time tomorrow/today. However. I did try to sleep for like 20 minutes but failed at doing so. Therefore. I came on here. As if that would help me sleep quicker. Haha.

Time to ramble about nothingness.

Why is it when trying to sleep you think about everything and anything in the world? Then your brain finds something it wants to put more thought into and you just can’t get it out of your head. That is my current situation.

“You don’t know a thing about me.”

A line from a song, taken out of the context of the song. This is so true though. I don’t think there is a single person on this planet that knows everything about me. There may be some people who know more than others but they don’t know everything. Do you have someone who knows everything about you? Some may say they do, but do they really? We all have secrets we keep deep within and don’t share with anyone no matter what. People try to get me to open up to them more, works sometimes, but I still tend to try not to tell them things (I believe). I prefer to know about others more so than them knowing about me. Ya know?

Was asked yesterday what I am most scared of in life. Not referring to fears like spiders or the dark or like things, but being single forever or death or other more ‘serious’ things. I don’t think I have ever really put much thought into that before I was asked it. I’m not really scared of death because lets face it, it effects others more so than myself and I wouldn’t be here afterward so I wouldn’t know, right? Like, people are like I don’t want to die because I haven’t experienced some of the things I want to. Well, you’re going to be dead, you won’t know the difference. Unless there really is heaven, an afterlife, reincarnation or some other form of continuation. Now, the single one. I don’t think I am overly scared of this either. I would just have to learn to like it and that. If anything, I think I would be more scared of not finding someone I love the same way they love me or vice verse. And those were the only two I could thing of.. Not sure if that makes sense but I tried to say what I think on that.

This radio station has good music and I don’t even know what station it is. It also does not have many commercials *knock on wood.*

I hate having a cold. My throat feels weird and hurts and I have a runny nose. Hopefully it is gone soon, within a day or two would be nice.

I have a new phone. “Lost” my other one so had to get a replacement one. I used the protection plan I purchased on the phone. Not sure how good of an idea it was but oh well, maybe I will take better care of this one. Now I have to see if I can get the information from the back up of the old phone onto this one. I’m not worried about the contacts because those I can always just get again but some of the other information, like the notes, I would like to have.. Hope I can get them.

Was going to make a post about Toronto adventures with one of my roommates earlier this week but I decided to ramble instead tonight so I didn’t have to put thought into what I was saying as much.

30 minutes has now passed since I started this post. I think I will stop now, go pee (‘cause you know you wanted to know), and then try to sleep again. Good night, hope you all sleep well tonight and have a great day tomorrow.

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?